Life in the shop has gotten much more tougher right now.
My mum fell down and fractured her left arm on the 8th of January, the day before school reopened.
There is no way I could get such last minute manpower help, the shop has to be open since the students will be returning back to school and I still need to pay rent.
That night I was really feeling sick in the stomach; if my mum goes to work with a broken arm, people may think why this is injured lady still working?
It's making me look like I'm the evil daughter forcing the mother to work.
To make matters worse, I have to overload myself.
When the students make their 15 minutes break dash to the shop, I can barely even breath when preparing the juices, now I need to help my mum with the food section.
With only one working arm, my mum can no longer do anything more than what one arm can do and her injured arm cannot touch water hence every single thing in the shop that needs to be washed, has to be washed by me.
My hands after the first week seems to have aged despite desperately slapping hand cream, I don't even want to talk about my nails.
With my mum having such a bad fall, is someone giving me a sign?
Putting hard work does pay off because I just hit a new sales record last Tuesday!
But that day almost made me cry because I was beyond, way beyond what my body could take the load.
I only had 20 minutes of eat / sitting down time for a 10 hours work.
I don't even have time to go pee!
While things in the shop is now on good track, at the end of each day I feel so exhausted with everything.
I have mentioned before and am truly grateful for the chance to realized my dream, but it seems like I have lost the spark in it.
To be able to keep an F&B operation running, one must employ people to run the operations.
While I wish to employ people to help, I have my limitations.
As March 2012 approaches, this marks the first year anniversary which also means my lease is ending and I won't be renewing my lease.
I am disappointed that I can't bring this dream of mine any further.
But I've learnt a lot; something my peers don't get to learn and something everyone don't get to learn in school.
An experience of a lifetime, being a boss while you are young is something not everyone gets to go through.
Be it good or bad, I have treasured every moment.
The amount of hard work I've poured into this shop of mine is unimaginable, which amazes me.
I'm not trying to flatter myself but I am proud of what I've able to achieve and I am capable of pushing myself hard.
Without SZ's behind the scene helping out in logistics and every other areas, I would have already given up long time ago.
SZ is truly THE MAN!
And not forgetting a couple of close friends supporting me every now and then, I appreciate you guys!
***
While you gain some, you'll lose some and I think this experience has caused much negativity between me and my mum.
Things at home with my mum and my elder sister seems to have gotten worse which makes my wonder did my decision to rope my mum into helping me out has cause even more unhappiness to the family?
Tension in the family was already bad after I graduated from school in 2009, it's 2012 now and things seems to get worse.
I think God did give me a sign, my mum's broken arm was probably the decision maker to end it, oh wells.
***
With chapter of my life is ending soon, is time to start a new one in April.
Will be back to post the last 3 days in Hong Kong soon!
My mum fell down and fractured her left arm on the 8th of January, the day before school reopened.
There is no way I could get such last minute manpower help, the shop has to be open since the students will be returning back to school and I still need to pay rent.
That night I was really feeling sick in the stomach; if my mum goes to work with a broken arm, people may think why this is injured lady still working?
It's making me look like I'm the evil daughter forcing the mother to work.
To make matters worse, I have to overload myself.
When the students make their 15 minutes break dash to the shop, I can barely even breath when preparing the juices, now I need to help my mum with the food section.
With only one working arm, my mum can no longer do anything more than what one arm can do and her injured arm cannot touch water hence every single thing in the shop that needs to be washed, has to be washed by me.
My hands after the first week seems to have aged despite desperately slapping hand cream, I don't even want to talk about my nails.
With my mum having such a bad fall, is someone giving me a sign?
Putting hard work does pay off because I just hit a new sales record last Tuesday!
But that day almost made me cry because I was beyond, way beyond what my body could take the load.
I only had 20 minutes of eat / sitting down time for a 10 hours work.
I don't even have time to go pee!
While things in the shop is now on good track, at the end of each day I feel so exhausted with everything.
I have mentioned before and am truly grateful for the chance to realized my dream, but it seems like I have lost the spark in it.
To be able to keep an F&B operation running, one must employ people to run the operations.
While I wish to employ people to help, I have my limitations.
As March 2012 approaches, this marks the first year anniversary which also means my lease is ending and I won't be renewing my lease.
I am disappointed that I can't bring this dream of mine any further.
But I've learnt a lot; something my peers don't get to learn and something everyone don't get to learn in school.
An experience of a lifetime, being a boss while you are young is something not everyone gets to go through.
Be it good or bad, I have treasured every moment.
The amount of hard work I've poured into this shop of mine is unimaginable, which amazes me.
I'm not trying to flatter myself but I am proud of what I've able to achieve and I am capable of pushing myself hard.
Without SZ's behind the scene helping out in logistics and every other areas, I would have already given up long time ago.
SZ is truly THE MAN!
And not forgetting a couple of close friends supporting me every now and then, I appreciate you guys!
***
While you gain some, you'll lose some and I think this experience has caused much negativity between me and my mum.
Things at home with my mum and my elder sister seems to have gotten worse which makes my wonder did my decision to rope my mum into helping me out has cause even more unhappiness to the family?
Tension in the family was already bad after I graduated from school in 2009, it's 2012 now and things seems to get worse.
I think God did give me a sign, my mum's broken arm was probably the decision maker to end it, oh wells.
***
With chapter of my life is ending soon, is time to start a new one in April.
Will be back to post the last 3 days in Hong Kong soon!



































































